Abiral Khadka sitting by the lotus pond at the Chinese Garden of Friendship, with the Sydney skyline behind
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Policy analysis · Governance · International relations

Abiral
Khadka

Policy is only as good as its arrival.

Berlin, Germany MPP candidate, Hertie School Nepal · Australia · Germany
01 The opening
Decentralised governance Civic responsibility Sustainable development

Two children the same age, a few kilometres apart, and two different futures.

One walked to school carrying books. The other was already in the fields, working so a family could eat. Same age, same district, a short walk between them. I grew up in the foothills of the Himalayas watching that distance, and it left me with the question I have followed ever since: why do some systems create opportunity while others quietly leave people behind?

That question took me from Kathmandu to Brisbane, where I supported myself while reading Government and International Relations at Griffith University, and graduated in the top 2% of my cohort. What has stayed with me is not the coursework. It is a conviction those years hardened.

Policy matters most when it improves the everyday lives of ordinary people.

At the Griffith Asia Institute I researched defence diplomacy, climate finance, food security and digital economies across the Asia Pacific. Whatever the file, one pattern kept surfacing. Inequality is rarely accidental. It is built, and what is built can be built better.

Inequality is rarely accidental. It is shaped by institutions, public choices, and the quality of governance.

I am now reading for a Master of Public Policy at the Hertie School in Berlin, working on decentralised governance, civic responsibility and sustainable development, and on institutions that answer to the realities of an ordinary day rather than the shape of an organisation chart.

Policy does not belong only in reports, legislation and ministerial offices. At its best it is almost invisible and entirely practical: a school a child can reach, a local office that answers, a form a person can complete without help. That is the work I want to do.

Away from policy I am drawn to interior design and to rooms that have been thought about, for much the same reason. When a space is designed with care, people move through it more easily. Systems are no different.

Building a fairer future. Equitable opportunities, sustainable communities, people centred governance, and making life easier for all. Driven by the belief that good policy can reduce inequality, strengthen communities, and create dignity in everyday life.
02 The route
Three education systems
Three labour markets
Three sets of institutions

Nepal, Australia, Germany

Educated in Kathmandu, trained and employed in Brisbane, now reading public policy in Berlin. Three education systems, three labour markets, three sets of institutions to learn quickly.

Kathmandu SCHOOL · TO 2019 Brisbane UNIVERSITY & CAREER · 2019 TO 2026 Berlin MPP · 2026 TO PRESENT
Kathmandu, Nepal
School, to 2019
Brisbane, Australia
University & career, 2019 to 2026
Berlin, Germany
MPP, 2026 to present
03 The work
Policy research
Legislative analysis
Frontline delivery

The work

Five roles across policy, research, and frontline service, from the desk where the brief gets written to the shift where it has to actually work.

Griffith Asia Institute · February to November 2024

The research that taught me what a region actually argues about

I co-authored the Defence Diplomacy Tracker, which follows defence diplomacy across Fiji, Papua New Guinea, Vanuatu, Solomon Islands and Tonga. Around it I worked on entrepreneurship ecosystems in the Pacific, on food security and climate finance across Asia and the Middle East, and on what digital economies and fintech change about the assumptions development policy is allowed to make. Most of it alongside Associate Professor Tess Newton Cain and Shawn Hunter.

Research intern
Australian College of Skills and Training · November 2024 to 2026

Turning legislation that keeps moving into something a colleague can act on

Vocational training regulation does not sit still, and a registered college has to keep pace with it. I read the legislation and the training standards as they shifted, worked out what they actually required, and turned that into guidance staff and executives could use. I helped draft the college’s own policies, guidelines and procedures, and coordinated the student placements, stakeholder meetings and public consultations that sat around them.

Policy and administration engagement analyst

Alongside all of it

Three jobs that were not policy jobs, and that I would not take off the page. Between them they paid for the degree and taught me what the briefs are actually about.

2025 to 2026
Scheduling officer, Anglicare Southern Queensland. Rostering care workers across aged care and disability services. Gaps and conflicts had to be resolved in real time and accurately enough that payroll was right at the end of it. It is where I learned how a frontline service is resourced and held together.
2022 to 2026
Team leader, Kickin’ Inn, Brisbane. Running shifts at a high volume Cajun seafood restaurant: supervising and training staff, holding food safety and workplace health standards, and watching cost of goods sold closely enough to find where the waste was.
2015
Humanitarian assistant volunteer, Global Fellowship Nepal. After the earthquake, logistics and outreach for nationwide relief distribution, moving warm clothing and essential supplies with local NGOs and youth networks.
04 In print
Griffith Asia Institute
Asian Development Bank

In print

My research grounding is in the Asia Pacific: regional security dynamics, entrepreneurship and innovation policy, and the economics of food security and digital access.

Publication

Defence Diplomacy Tracker

Griffith Asia Institute, with Anna Powles & Tess Newton Cain

Strategic insight into regional security dynamics across the Asia Pacific.

Project report

Enhancing the Ecosystem for Entrepreneurship & Innovation in the Pacific

Griffith Asia Institute

Research and policy dialogue support spanning government policy, digital technology, MSME development, and green financing.

Contributions

ADB reports: food security & digital economy

Asian Development Bank

Research on financial technology, agricultural policy, and climate finance across Asia Pacific and the Middle East.

Volunteer assistance

School Education Bill: comparative research

Office of Former Education Minister Sumana Shrestha, Nepal · short term, remote

A brief spell assisting on international comparative material about school governance and early childhood development regulation, as background for the office's work on the Bill. Unpaid and short lived, but a useful look at how evidence gets used in a live legislative argument.

05 Studies
Hertie School, Berlin
Griffith University

Studies & languages

Master of Public Policy

Hertie School of Governance, Berlin · incoming candidate, 2026

An MPP focused on translating governance theory into practical policy design, approached with a long term interest in decentralisation and development in Nepal.

Bachelor of Government & International Relations

Griffith University, Brisbane · graduated 2024

Coursework spanned global financial crises, governance and policy building, the global economy, human rights, climate change, cybersecurity, and diplomacy.

  • Graduated with High Distinction
  • Contributed to the Griffith Business School’s Student Report for EQUIS (EFMD Quality Improvement System), the school’s international accreditation review

Year 12 Certificate, Science

V.S. Niketan Secondary School, Kathmandu · 2019
  • Graduated with Distinction
  • School Head Captain for two years
  • Head of Volunteer · Student Quality Circle Club President
  • Represented the school in national and school level competitions like quiz, speech choir and recitation
  • Hosted and compered a number of school events

Languages

NepaliFluent HindiFluent EnglishFluent GermanA1
06 Honours
Top 2% of graduates
Golden Key, lifetime

Honours

Academic

Griffith Award for Academic Excellence

Griffith University · 2023 and 2024

Awarded in consecutive years for ranking in the top 2 percent of graduates university wide, a recognition given to a small number of students each cohort based on sustained academic performance across the degree.

Golden Key International Honour Society, Lifetime Member

Global · invitation only

Golden Key recognises the top 15 percent of graduates worldwide. Membership is by invitation based on academic standing and is held for life, connecting recipients to a global network of high achieving scholars.

Founder Director Principal Excellence Award

V.S. Niketan Secondary School, Kathmandu

The school's most prestigious student honour, awarded for a combination of academic performance and sustained leadership, including two years of service as School Head Captain.

Full Academic Scholarship

V.S. Niketan Secondary School · Grade 8 through Year 12

A merit based scholarship covering the full cost of secondary education, renewed each year on the basis of consistent academic results.

Professional training

Leadership and Organising

Taught by a Harvard Kennedy School teaching fellow · May 2021

Team building, conflict management, storytelling for organisational vision, stakeholder relationship building, project organisation, negotiation, coordination, and networking. I draw on this whenever I am coordinating stakeholders across levels of seniority.

Branding and Communication Coaching

With corporate communications trainer Mannsi Agrawal · November 2024

Public communication, conference communication, personal and corporate presentation, speech writing, media communication, and organisational branding, applied directly to how I present policy research to non specialist audiences.

07 Built
Firstset
Tonefield
Atlas

Built

I build the tools I wish existed. Working with AI has made the distance between an idea and a working version short enough that there is little excuse for leaving one in a notebook, so these get specified properly, finished, and put online where people can actually use them. A running list, and still growing.

Web app

Firstset

A gym coach for people who feel out of place in a gym

Most training apps assume you already know what the movement is and how heavy to go. This one assumes none of it: it names the session, shows the movement, decides the weight, and then explains why the number changed. Thirty four exercises, each with hand-drawn diagrams of the start and end position, a muscle map, and the mistakes people actually make. Weights progress on their own and back off when you stall. Calorie and protein targets follow published sports-nutrition research rather than folklore. Every person’s log is private to their own account.

Web app

Tonefield

Generative wallpapers for phone and watch

One composition, rendered at native resolution for every screen you own, from pocket to wrist: iPhone, Android, Apple Watch and Wear OS. Palette, harmony, grain and vignette are all adjustable, and the composition keeps the clock legible instead of fighting it. Feed it a photograph and the picture is processed on your own device, never uploaded.

Web app

Atlas

Every country on earth, in one reference

Two hundred and fifty countries and territories, each with its politics, geography, climate, economy and demographics in one place, alongside a map of where it sits, its land borders as links through to its neighbours, its UNESCO World Heritage sites, and where it ranks in the world on every indicator. Four countries can be set side by side, every country ranked by any measure, or a world map shaded by it. A separate section covers the planet itself: the five oceans, the largest landmasses, the seven biomes, and every time zone with the countries that keep it. The reference data is public domain and baked into the page, so it opens instantly and keeps working offline; only the economic series and the climate normals are fetched live.

08 Off duty

The parts a CV has no column for

The habits and obsessions that sit outside a professional record, and quietly shape how I work inside one. Sort them by what they draw on.

Public speaking

I have been in front of a room since school, two years of it as Head Captain, and later took formal coaching in speech writing and media communication. I like the discipline of it: taking something dense, like a policy brief, and making it land with an audience that has no reason to care yet.

Talks, panels, briefings

Meditation

Twenty quiet minutes before the day starts. It is the least impressive habit I keep and probably the most useful, because most of my work is sustained attention, and attention turns out to be something you can train.

A daily practice

Travelling

Three countries in, and I still travel like a policy person: noticing how the buses actually run, who has to queue for what, whether the signage assumes you already know. A place tells you what it values long before anyone gets around to explaining it.

Nepal · Australia · Germany

Hiking

I grew up within sight of hills, so a long walk is my default reset. Nothing clears a stuck argument faster than four hours uphill with no signal, and I have yet to find a better place to think a problem through properly.

Trails and long walks

Interior decoration & organisation

I have rearranged every room I have ever lived in, usually more than once, and a good share of it was built from what I already had rather than bought. A space that is properly ordered is a space that stops charging you small decisions all day.

Spaces that work

Minimalism

Fewer things, chosen properly. It began as a student budget and turned into a preference, for rooms, for wardrobes, and for writing, where the same rule holds: cut until only the load bearing part is left standing.

Less, but better
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Sudoku

There is exactly one right answer, every constraint is stated up front, and nothing is hidden. Policy problems are never that tidy, which is probably why I find the contrast restful.

One right answer

Reading

Ray Dalio, Yuval Noah Harari and Paulo Coelho are the three I return to most: one on principles and how decisions actually get made, one on the long history of the institutions we take for granted, and one on the inward journey. Between them they cover most of what I want a book to do.

Dalio · Harari · Coelho

Food & cooking

Feeding people is the most direct version of the thing I care about at work: someone’s day is measurably better at the end of it, and unlike policy you find out within the hour whether your decisions were any good.

Cooking for people
09 Notebook

Literature pieces

A separate space from the policy work, where I write about growing up between countries, and about things a resume cannot hold.

Opinion · English

Growing Up in Nepal: What Australia Could Teach Us About Economic Empowerment

On hard work, skill building, and transparent policy, seen from both sides of the move from Kathmandu to Brisbane.

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Growing up in Nepal, a developing country in the Global South, I witnessed the economic struggles that people faced, especially as they entered adulthood. In Nepal, even individuals in their 30s, at the peak of their careers, struggled to find stable jobs, earn a steady income, and meet basic needs. Many households had difficulty making ends meet, which led to complex problems such as a lack of essential resources and economic insecurity. Inflation, weak market regulations, and limited financial empowerment exacerbated these challenges. However, when I moved to Australia as a 20 year old student, I encountered a vastly different economic environment. Living independently here, I observed that Australia had various factors that made economic stability more attainable for individuals. It wasn't solely about government policies or geographical advantages; there was something more profound at play. Hello and welcome, everyone. My name is Abiral Khadka. Today, I will share three key factors that I believe are central to Australia's economic success. By comparing these elements to the realities in Nepal, I hope to highlight practices that could foster positive change in other developing regions. The first significant difference I observed is the value of hard work and early economic independence. In Australia, hard work is instilled in young people from an early age. Imagine a high school student in Nepal coming home from school and asking their mother for pocket money. In many cases, they'd hear a lecture about studying hard or the family's limited finances. On the other hand, a student of similar age in Australia might already be working part time, earning pocket money, and learning financial responsibility early. This cultural attitude means that young people in Australia often have opportunities to contribute to their expenses, which builds their confidence and independence. In Nepal, the opportunities for young people to earn while studying are limited, not only by social expectations but also by a lack of part time job opportunities. I've been to rural areas in Australia, still underdeveloped in infrastructure. Still, I've seen people in these areas applying the same hard working mindset as city dwellers, working jobs and finding solutions rather than shifting blame. Australia has established a resilient society emphasising self reliance by creating spaces for youth to earn and empowering them to work hard from a young age. The second significant factor is Australia's investment in knowledge and skill development. By this, I don't just mean formal education but also practical and diverse skills. In Australia, people often pursue side jobs and learn new skills outside their primary careers. For example, I once met a cafe barista with a PhD in philosophy. While waiting to find a job that matched his academic background, he was earning money and learning barista skills. He explained that this side income gave him flexibility while he decided on his long term career path. In Nepal, however, many people see a university degree, especially an advanced one, as a ticket to a high status job. If graduates can't find such positions, they often face disappointment and criticism from society, which views this situation as a failure rather than an opportunity. A more flexible attitude toward skill development could empower Nepalese individuals to earn money, learn various skills, and adapt to different roles while pursuing their dreams. Australia's approach to knowledge as a versatile asset could be a valuable lesson for countries like Nepal, where traditional views on employment often limit people's potential. The third factor that sets Australia apart is its transparent government policies and adequate social support systems. Australia's government has created a legal framework that ensures fair wages, workplace safety, and equal pay, and these policies are respected across the country. For instance, minimum wage regulations ensure that even entry level workers can sustain themselves. Additionally, the government steps in during crises, providing financial support to help people recover and rebuild. After a natural disaster like an earthquake, the Australian government offers subsidies to affected businesses to help them restart, ensuring that people don't lose their livelihoods entirely. In Nepal, government policies can be inconsistent, and support systems are often unreliable, especially during natural disasters. People frequently blame government decisions and laws rather than adhering to them, leading to instability. A more transparent approach to policy making, like Australia's, could provide a stable foundation for Nepalese citizens, ensuring they feel supported by their government rather than let down by it. In summary, Australia's economic stability isn't just about geography or wealth; it's about fostering a culture of hard work, valuing knowledge and flexibility, and implementing effective, reliable policies. By adopting these values and practices, Nepal could empower itself and make meaningful changes toward economic stability. Imagine if we, as young people, worked hard, sought knowledge beyond traditional limits, and supported transparent policies. We could set ourselves on the path to economic empowerment and inspire our communities to do the same. Economic progress in Nepal won't happen overnight. If we can start with small steps, like embracing hard work, adapting our skills, and promoting trustworthy policies, we can create positive change. If it's not us, then who? And if it's not now, then when? Because Nepal needs empowerment, youth need empowerment, and our country needs development.
Poem · English

Where Does the Homeless Heart Go?

On what happens when a house stops feeling like home.

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They say the one who has a home will always find the way back. But tell me where does the one without a home go, when the house once built with love no longer opens its doors? There were halls once filled with laughter, walls that breathed warmth, eyes that met without turning away. Now silence hums louder than affection, and words fall flat, echoes bouncing off the corners of memory. The house was tended with care, fed with kindness, kept whole with forgiveness, yet still became a stranger to its own warmth, a dwelling that forgets the heart that made it beat. Home, they say it's not built of bricks, but of souls intertwined. Then why do the souls that shaped this place now gaze through shadows, as though haunted by the one who loved them most? So the spirit wanders. Not through streets, but through silence, through the space between belonging and breaking. And wonders if peace ever had an address, or if it lives only in the act of being seen, being held, being loved. Maybe one day, the lost will return, not to a house, but to a feeling. For the one who has a home will return, and the one without will build one within the heart, where love can never be taken away.
Poem · Nepali

देशको खरानीमा लुकेको भाव

On a nation that has to relearn what "we" means.

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देश जलेर खरानी भयो, तर खरानीको रेखाचित्रमा म अझै देख्छु, बालबालिकाको हाँसो, आमाको प्रार्थना, र सपनाले भरेको बिहान। कसैले त्यो खरानी दल्छन् निधारमा, साधु भएर बेच्नेछन् आत्मा। कसैले त्यही खरानी फ्याँक्छन् आकाशतिर, र चिच्याउँछन् "हामी क्रान्ति हौं।" तर म त सोचिरहेछु, यदि क्रान्ति यही हो भने, किन मान्छेको घर जल्छ? किन चेलीको आँसु नदीभन्दा ठूलो बग्छ? मन्दिरका घण्टी मौन छन्, विद्यालयका ब्ल्याकबोर्ड खरानी। सडकमा धुलोभन्दा बाक्लो छ विश्वासको धुवाँ। अनि, हामीले सोचेका नायकहरू उस्तै च्यातिएका पोस्टर हुन् भित्तामा। तर खरानीको बीचमा एक कापी बाँकी छ बालकले लेखेको पहिलो अक्षर, "म"। त्यो "म" आज हरेक नेपालीले फेरि "हामी" बन्न सिक्नुपर्ने अक्षर हो। देश कुनै महल होइन, न त मात्र पत्थर र इँटा। देश त्यो अनुहार हो जो आँसु पुछेर फेरि हाँस्छ। देश त्यो स्वर हो जो भीडमा हराएर पनि सत्य बोल्छ। देश त्यो हात हो जो आगो निभाउँछ, न कि पेट्रोल छर्किन्छ। आज हामीले हारेका छौं, तर समयलाई सोध, खरानीमै बीउ उम्रन्छ। र यदि हामी मानव बन्न सकेनौं भने, मन्दिरका मूर्तिहरू पनि हामीलाई हेरेर रोलान्।
Poem · Nepali

घर हराएको मुटु कहाँ जान्छ?

A companion piece to "Where Does the Homeless Heart Go?", written in Nepali.

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भन्छन्, जसको घर हुन्छ, उनी सधैं घर फर्किन्छन्। तर भन त, जसको घर छैन, ऊ कहाँ फर्किन्छ? जब एक समय प्रेमले बनेको घरले अब ढोका नै खोल्दैन? पहिले हाँसोले भरिएका थिए ती कोठाहरू, तिनका भित्ताहरूले न्यानोपनको सास लिँथे, आँखाहरू एक आपसमा भेटिन्थे, नफर्की। अब त मौनता नै स्नेहभन्दा चर्को गुञ्जिन्छ, शब्दहरू खस्छन् निस्तेज भएर, स्मृतिका कुनाहरूमा परावर्तित प्रतिध्वनिजस्तै बनेर। त्यो घर एक समय माया र ममता दिई सम्भालिएको थियो, क्षमा र करुणाले टिकाइएको थियो, तर पनि अन्ततः आफ्नै न्यानोपन बिर्सियो, आफ्नै धड्कन बनाउने मुटुलाई बिसर्ने घर भयो। भन्छन्, घर ईँटा र ढुंगाले होइन, आत्माहरूको सम्बन्धले बन्ने कुरा हो। तर किन तिनै आत्माहरू, जसले यो ठाउँको रूप दिए, अब छायाँभित्रबाट हेर्छन्, जसरी आफूले सबैभन्दा माया गरेको आत्माको डरले सताएको भूतले हेर्छ? त्यसपछि आत्मा भटकिन्छ, गल्लीहरूमा होइन, तर मौनताभित्र, अस्तित्व र विखण्डनको बीचको खालीपनमा। र सोचिरहन्छ, के शान्तिको पनि कुनै ठेगाना हुन्छ? कि त्यो केवल देखिने, अँगालिने, र माया पाउने क्षणमै बाँच्दो रहेछ? सायद एक दिन हराएका हृदयहरू फर्किन्छन्, घरमा होइन, तर अनुभूतिमा। किनकि जसको घर हुन्छ, ऊ फर्किन्छ, र जसको हुँदैन, ऊ आफ्नै मुटुमै नयाँ घर बनाउँछ, जहाँ प्रेम कहिल्यै खोसिँदैन।
Poem · Nepali

थकाइ

On the difference between being tired and being unseen.

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मान्छे थाक्दैन खेत जोत्दा, न त कोदालो चलाउँदा। न त दिनभरको पसिनाले उसको मन थकाउँछ, बरु उसले मुस्कुराउँदै भन्छ "यो त जीवनको स्वाद हो।" तर जब आफ्नै मानिसले हेरेर पनि नदेखेझैँ गर्छन्, त्यो दृष्टिले, त्यो मौनताले, आत्माको जरासम्म थकाउँछ। उसलाई नथकाउँछ घामको ताप, न त पानीको बाढीले। न त ठाडो बाटो, न त रातभरको जागरले। तर आफ्नै घरभित्रको चिसोपनले, न्यानो बोलीको अभावले, उसलाई हरेक साँझ भित्रैभित्रै खुकुलो बनाउँछ, मानौँ शरीरभन्दा मनको स्नायु नै कमजोर हुँदै गएको हो। साँचो कुरा त के हो भने थकाइ शरीरमा बस्दैन, मुटुमा बस्छ। जब हरेक हाँसो नाटक बन्न थाल्छ, जब हरेक "ठीक छु" शब्दले घाउ लुकाउँछ, त्यो थकाइ बिस्तारै आत्मामा पस्छ र ऊ जिउँदो भएर पनि मौन हुँदै जान्छ। त्यो मान्छेलाई नसोध, "कति काम गर्छस्? कति पसिना बगाउँछस्?" भनेर। किनभने ऊ थाकेको छैन कामले, ऊ थाकेको छ भावनाले, नजरले, अनी व्यवहारले। सोध बरु "के तिमीलाई कसैले बुझ्दैन जस्तो लाग्छ?" किनभने थकाइ शरीरको होइन, त्यो त उसको मनको कथा हो, जो उसले कसैलाई सुनाउन सकेको छैन।
Life lesson · English

The Life I Deserved

On moving from Nepal to Australia at twenty, and learning the difference between reacting to life and shaping it.

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At twenty, I didn't have the life I deserved. I was just the product of the environment I was lucky, or maybe unlucky, to grow up in. Back in Nepal, surrounded by limitations and possibilities at the same time, I was shaped by circumstance more than choice. I still remember getting the maximum of what I had and managing resources through DIY projects, not because I had the answers, but because I had to act. That version of me didn't yet understand how much agency I'd eventually have. But then life moved. I moved to Australia. I studied hard, pushed myself, and slowly started to see the shift, not just in education, age, or work, but in how I saw myself. I graduated as the top student in Government and International Relations, all while working late night shifts, managing my finances, supporting my family, healing my tired body, and juggling mountains of emotions. I realised I wasn't just reacting to life anymore. I was shaping it. Maybe it was when I started tracking my habits, my routines, my mindset. Maybe it was learning that health, growth, and strength aren't inherited. They're built. Becoming better doesn't happen all at once. It's a day by day process of small habits, decisions, and a handful of choices that we make from the millions available to us. Maybe I also realised that love, the real kind, isn't just about connection or chemistry. It's in finding someone thoughtful and honest, someone kind, someone who walks alongside you. And if that happens, that's not luck. That's something close to winning the lottery. Maybe, along the way, I met people, some just passing through, others who stayed, who showed me what true friendship really looks like. People who reminded me that trust and shared struggle can turn strangers into something like family. I've also learned what loss feels like. I've felt the distance, the worry about family, the weight of uncertainty in a foreign country. I've faced health scares and setbacks, and the kind of silence that can only come from grief. But all of that taught me to pay more attention to the simple, free, beautiful things, like a quiet morning, a walk, a warm bowl of food, or a message from home. This journey isn't simple. It never was. The best and worst will keep coming. But what I've learned is this: I can choose how I respond. I can choose not to act like a victim, even when it's hard. I can choose to respect myself enough to keep growing, to keep showing up, to keep becoming someone I'm proud of. And one day, when I look back, connecting Nepal to Australia, all the jobs, the struggles, the love, the lessons, I'll know it wasn't random. It was earned. It was mine. And in the end, I got the life I deserved.
Poem · Nepali

भ्रमको भँगालो

On sitting in uncertainty between two directions.

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मनको कुनामा उमिएको छ, एउटा अनिश्चितताको धुवाँ। कहाँ जाउँ? के गरूँ? सपना र सत्यको झिनो खाल्डोमा। खप्की दिने तर्कहरूको लहर, तर उत्तर कहिल्यै छिटो आउँदैन। सोच्छु, तरसिँदै छु, मेरो बाटो आफैंले बुझ्न सक्दिनँ। जीवनका छेउछाउ, दुविधाका पाइलाहरूको छाया। एउटा हातले बोलाउँछ पूर्वीतिर, अर्कोले तान्छ पश्चिमको माया। के यो भ्रम हो, के यो यात्रा हो? के यो डर हो, कि सुन्दर चाहना? मनले प्रश्न गर्छ बारम्बार, तर उत्तर फेला पर्दैन कतै। तर, भ्रमको भँगालोमा पनि, कहिलेकाहीं उज्यालोको झल्को आउँछ। आत्मा भन्छ, "पर्ख! सुना! सोच!" के थाहा, बाटो यहीँ मित्र लुकेको छ।
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